I am 27 single male. when i was 21, i used to have fantasies about film actresses. But afterwards, i turned to porn and i used to read literotica.com stories of mother-son incest.These were a huge turn on for me. Since then i masturbate only to these fantasies for the past six years.
Though i dont think of my mother like that, the idea of a older woman mothering me up, giving me bath, fondling me and initiating me in to sex has been my turn on fantasy.
Nowadays i find older women attractive.
Althogh nowadays the MILF and cougar thing have become common, the country i live in these things are totally unreal.
I read somewhere that men with submissive tendencies are into older women. i dont know what the psychological reasons are.
I would like to snap away from these thoughts and have normal sexual thoughts and dream about woman of my age.
Are there any ways out of these kinds of obsessions?
thanks