Glad to hear you're still hanging in - good for you! And that you haven't stopped taking
your meds - that's very important. Try to get up the courage to talk to your Mom and let her know how you're feeling. You don't have to talk about the cutting if you don't want to or don't feel you can share that right now. Most important is to get the emotions out and the thoughts out of your head so you don't sit with them.

Please continue to "hang on", just a little at a time if that's all you can do. And continue to post here, OK?