Hi Pegasus
Not sure of your personal situation right now--- but have you thought about maybe taking some classes on psychology?
Who knows-- maybe you'll be a therapist some day--

--- you sure are helpful around here!
I wonder if there's something awfully wrong with me

--- so many seem to look forward to their sessions--- I have to talk myself into going every time and have such a nervous stomach that day.....

think it's partly the idea of letting someone else into my world-- that's very scary for me-- don't want them to get lost in the dark too!!!
Anyway---- warm thoughts to you!!!!