So this kinda threw me off. I finally saw my T today after she canceled on me 3 times over the past two weeks so I haven't been able to see her. She knew I'd been having a really hard time with stuff cuz I sent her an e-mail and she had a voicemail from me, but never heard back from her. Because of the cancellations and the lack of response, I was really frustrated with her originally, but I am the kind of person that understands things come up. I just really needed to see her so that's where the frustration was coming from.

Well she apoligized for canceling three times and I said it was fine cuz it really was ok and she told me no it wasn't ok and I should be mad at her! I kinda got taken aback by this. She asked me why I wasn't mad at her. I just told her I understood things come up, but apparently that wasn't good enough for her. She said she didn't get my e-mail until today and the fact that she didn't respond should make me angrier. I honestly think she was trying to push my buttons to try and get some reaction out of me cuz I've been really down and quiet and just blowing things off lately to try and avoid them. Does anyone else's T try to push their buttons and get some reaction? Idk I was confused cuz I think that's what she was trying to do just cuz I shy away from anything that hits me a little harder emotionally and just try to brush it off in therapy and she keeps pushing at it and I think that's what she was trying to do again. Any thoughts?

PS sorry if this was confusing :/