I always see it as a rollercoaster because it happens so fast and I never know when the next plummet or hill will occur and then other times I coast along for a little while. This happens with everything including with T, so I really relate to the swings you are experiencing. You said with T you felt good after the compliments; is that true of other things though or just with T and compliments? If someone else compliments you; or says nice things does that impact how you feel about yourself? or do you see this more intensely taking place within therapy. I'm glad you made the choice to stick with therapy