I had a job but I'm not working anymore. I volunteer and I go to various classes including yoga, with friends. I did feel better when I worked a few days/week but now I volunteer somewhere else for only 1 day. I babysit for my grandson too!

I spend too much time on PC; I don't think that's so good for me. I have other friends; I just mentioned the couple with whom I can discuss therapy.

I have things to do every day so I don't sit around and mope. I think about my T less when I'm busy with other activities, but she's still there, all the time, in my mind. Not in a bad way, except that I am terribly afraid that I would become depressed if she died.

I'm not trying to be defensive. If I had a full-time job I'd probably be better off, but at this point in my life I'm not looking for one. Hopefully the volunteering will turn into more days, and I could do more now if I choose to. I'm a bit lazy and like hanging around home and posting on PC!