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Mar 04, 2012, 12:32 AM
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Member Since: Nov 2011
Location: Churubusco, IN
Posts: 194
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Originally Posted by ImMentallyILL
I don't want to the negative one here but I'm going to be honest.
There are no real treatment for dissociation, derealization and deperlization at one point you have to accept that this won't go away. You can fight it all you want, but being positive won't make your illness go away. I have tried everything to stay positive and imagine that my derealization would go away someday, but that day isn't coming. You can ask your doctors and they'll tell you that there are no treatment for any of the three illness I listed above.
I would like to hear some feedback from the people who are suffering from this on how you learn to accept this or how you won't accept it.
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This part of me feels the need to reply to this...so bare with me...it may be rather jumbled...i appologize in advance for any confusion i may cause...
so with all that being said...here goes...i am not sure what all has happened throughout the course of my life...but there are parts of me who feel less real at times than others and more real at other times than other parts...all in all...we never feel complete or real or like we are even existing...which is a constant fear...but at the same time...its all i have ever remembered knowing even when i was like around 3 years old being my earliest memory of not feeling real...sometimes we feel as though we are in a dream...and other times we feel as though we are in a coma...i even have an alter who actually thinks that she is in a coma...which...trust me...can kinda interfere with my life a little...but anyway...after many long years in and out of hospitals...and treatments...we all have come to not necessarily accept this way of feeling...but there are more parts of me that do not fight that feeling as much...so it is all in all a little easier to manage than in the past...where i would just completely freak out over this feeling...so i guess what all of me is saying is that maybe one day...and this is the part of me that holds on tight to hope...maybe one day all of me will eventually feel whole...the only thing I have ever wanted for all parts of me is to eventually not always have to feel seperate from one another...so i must say that having hope and faith within yourself/yourselves...and knowing that maybe there is some sort of hope for you...well hope that this did not upset you...and also hope that this helped at least a little...i just want you to know that all of me does understand these intense feelings and that fighting these feelings will not make them go away...but will sometimes worsen the intensity of those feelings...and such...well big(((*HUGS*)))to you...hope all is well...take care and be safe...
Hope to you
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