I feel for you a great deal, but what you did was ... as others have said ... absolutely NOTHING. Perhaps on your next visit to the therapaist you could talk about your own present ideas on your sexuality. Who you are now is not what you were then. Our self-image does affect our sexuality, or the understanding of it. I know what it is like to be haunted by this lone incident. I am trying to deal with a similar situation because I do not have a good understanding of human sexuality, but I am working on it and it is difficult because it affects my relationship with all people. I cetainly do not want to see you fall into the same "trap" I am in. Good luck to you.