I think all of us at times try to find reasons to keep going. Sometimes with not wanting to let someone down that's about our anger. We want to protect the person we deem is the reason we carry on from our dark forces, but a T is able to seperate our stuff from their stuff and are never let down. They take what we say and do and exam it, think about it, its not personal to them even though we mistakenly believe it to be so. Its your choice what you do but therapy and pyschs are the ones we should be able to be negative with.