I can relate this to what I'm going through right now. My child part tends to very different then my normal adult self. Like I can see two very same concepts in two very different views depending what state of mind I am in. They are very conflicting, and hard to understand. I am trying to accept both parts right now. I don't really know much yet, we just started working on my kid part last week. I can swing from in control to an incompetent wreck too.