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Originally Posted by shoez
I can write a book on how this completely has been affecting my life for years and years...
only since I found PC, was I able to hear of other people experiencing such things.
Im not sure what it is *exactly* but I have parts that are
-very academically/work competent and responsible
-some reckless
- a child
lots of more stuff but when I switch to them...I dont feel like its just "me being childish" because....I actually do childish things like sit there with a blanket and watch kid shows...and a few hours later I could be like "what? I would NEVER EVER DO THAT EWW"...
I mean one thing is acting a certain way and knowing its just something you felt like doing...and another thing is not relating at all to why /how/what was the purpose why you did those things...
It drives me crazy on a daily basis..
I dont know if this is what you are talking about?
sorry if I was no help!
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On the contrary shoez, this is exactly what I experience. I can be a certain way and feel totally comfortable with it at the time, then afterwards think oh my goodness I can't believe I was doing that how silly (or whatever my judgement is at the time). It all feels so real and natural at the time.
Sometimes when I am feeling utterly confident, it feels so good, but a little unfamiliar, then suddenly as if a switch is flicked I feel really anxious and incompetent.
Does work with T stop all these different "parts" from confusing me and just allow me to be "me" (whoever that is?). Sometimes I wonder if it is "normal" and just what others experience anyway, but it is just something that I am more conscious of.