Dear T,

It seems like forever since I have connected with you. Seven days is a long time without us communicating at all. We normally touch base through email several times a week. I know we have gone a week or so before where we didn't communicate, but at this particular time, it is really hard for me. If I could email you, I think I would feel better. I won't do that because I want to respect your time with your family.

How in the world did I ever let myself get to this place? A place where I need to connect with you weekly? What's the big deal? I have friends. I have a great job. The one thing I don't have is someone I can talk to like I talk to you.

Wednesday seems so far away. I fear that by then, I will be totally shut down and not be able to talk about anything.

Squiggle