Dear T,

I'm on day 9 of 12 of not seeing you. In the past, that would send me into a tailspin, but I've been fine. Of course I miss seeing and talking to you, but I've been okay. Your reply to my email regarding changing the appointment next week was sweet. I've been busy with work. I start my new position tomorrow. I'm beginning to get excited about doing something new, even if it is a risk. I know that is progress for me, Mrs. Play-it-Safe!!

I read the book you asked me to read, but I didn't find it particularly helpful. It basically says to have faith in God and you won't be afraid. I have trouble with that. I need a "how-to/how not to". I think I may have found it in Brene Brown's book "The Gifts of Imperfection". Ms. Brown succinctly explains many of the concepts and principles you've danced around; but in the perspective of a researcher. I appreciate that...she manages to explain very non-intellectual concepts intellectually...and that is language I understand!! I am going to loan you the book when I am done.

So I've been working on things during this short hiatus. I think you'll be happy; but that is not the point. I am happy with myself...and I know that's progress!

Love,
Chopin