THINGS IM SCARED OF

feeling all those feelings again when i realized this wasnt ok

what will T think of me and my part in it

will it make any difference in how i can function at all in life if i talk about it

T-reaction,i dont know what i want from T in telling her.i dont want her to be completely repulse by me ,i dont want her to be OMG that is horrible either.i dont want her to not react either i dont know what i want and what if her reaction makes things worse.

what if speaking it makes things worse.