So, last night I had the weirdest dream. I just can't get it out of my head!
It was the middle of the night and I was in the house I grew up in. I had something in my hand that I thought was bologna or something at first. Then suddenly I realized it was the skin off my feet? I don't know. Now that I'm thinking about it, maybe it was bandages off my feet? Could have been. It was very confusing. Anyway, I wrapped it up in paper towel so nobody would see it and threw it in the trash. And I remember thinking that I had literally peeled the skin off my feet... And when I looked at them, they were covered in clear oozy stuff. It reminded me of what my burns and scratches always looked like after taking a shower. So, I go upstairs and try to sneak in my room to get bandages for my feet. I'm walking really slowly and easily so I won't hurt my feet. But when I got in my room my sister woke up and kept asking questions. It was almost pitch black in there and she kept saying my feet looked weird and asking me why and why did I need bandages and such. I kept trying to get her to hand them to me and quit asking questions. And my feet started getting sore and then I woke up.
When I woke up, I felt...sad? Kind of? I wanted to cry, but didn't have that feeling like I was going to cry. The whole dream, especially the look of my feet, made me want to scratch or burn or...well, anything that would look that way eventually.
I just can't get it out of my head! I feel very uneasy about it and confused. I kind of have an uneasy, queasy feeling thinking about the whole ordeal now.
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