I have no advice but the one I see keeps telling me I sound like a robot when talking about some things. I have no feelings about the various incidents at all. I have no idea how to talk about them differently or know what itis she is looking for and the therapist has, at least thus far, no explanation for how to do it differently. So the whole what to do in therapy mystery I do understand. i am sorry for your pain and I hope someone here or your therapist can explain it better so you can move on.