My T has been sick and it's caused all sorts of messed up thoughts in my head. Like what if he never comes back, etc... (He canceled one week so I realize it's way out of context.) But it really has been freaking me out. So I went ahead and emailed him this long letter about how I felt emotionally reliant on him and that scared me and his getting sick scared me and then how I felt selfish because I was thinking of my needs from him when he was sick, etc... He responded with "come in tomorrow and we'll discuss this." Now I'm freaking out more. One because I don't want to discuss it, that's why I chose email lol... two because it just sounded so formal "we'll discuss this." What if he fires me for being too needy and dependent? Am I just way over reacting? I'm so full of anxiety lately over everything (other issues too) that I can't even eat.

Anyone ever tell their T that they were too reliant on them? How did he/she react?

Thanks