This new therapist seems to have no problem asking me point blank questions about the specifics of SA. I've not had a therapist be so straightforward with it before. Usually, they've tread a lot more lightly with me. She just seems to push forward with it and say the words. I end up shutting my eyes and putting my hands over my ears. Jeesh.
I think if she says the words "masterb*ation or o*gas*s" to me I'm going to have to leave the room. Wish I could handle it. Does anyone else have that much difficulty handling hearing those words out loud? Oh my gosh, I can't take it for anything.
Maybe it is exposure therapy, didn't think of that. I'm horrified about that stuff.
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