Paige, I hate it when they cancel. Makes me so mad. I take it very personally and tend to do most of my SI then. Not a great or healthy way to deal with things.

Writing is what I've been doing lately, lots and lots of it.

I worry every day that I have an apt that it's going to be cancelled. I have been trying to think of ways to prepare for it, but I never quite get there. I just get furious about it.

Distraction helps to make the time go by. I watch movies, take naps, read books, etc. It isn't pleasant, but the next session eventually comes.

You definitely aren't alone in this.