Okay, so in August I started studying at a music school. I'm the oldest in our class (born 1993 and the others 1994 and 1995). We have a great music teacher and he's also our mentor. He's awesome and I really adore him to 100%.

In November when I started going deeper into my depression, he was the first person I talked to about my problems and I felt like he really understood me. He was really careful with what he was asking me, and he just cared about me so much.

Since then our relationship to each other has grown stronger and stronger, now I can just come to him and start crying and he won't judge me or ask me what's wrong. Just let me cry. I can joke with him and I can laugh with him, and he's still my greatest teacher.

This kind of relationship feels so good, but I'm still a little scared. What does this mean? I mean, what's going on?