Hi, sorry, it's me again, the thing that upset me last week is front page of my local newspaper tonight and I think I might need T's support to get through this week. I still don't feel able to tell T so I don't know whether to take the newspaper in. But then I don't feel ready to accept this news yet. I don't know what to do and we had a shaky ending last week so I'm not sure how much I trust T right now