WantingtoHeal: Thank you. I'm glad that my posts help you. I'm sorry about the situation with your T and contact between sessions. I hope that you can come to terms with her limits or if not, discuss it with her again. Yeah, therapy is hard. Feeling for Ts are hard. I hope it's worth it.

Sannah: Thank you. I don't know if what I want is based on fantasy now. It's based on what I feel inside of me, and I don't want to feel like that. I like the real relationship with my T, at least what I perceive the real relationship is, but at the drop of a hat I want too much from her.

SASE: Thank you. I just don't know if my RL will ever be that good. I mean it IS good but I still want my T. I think I'm always going to feel that way, unfortunately.

crazy: thank you. I don't usually want advice; for me, personally, it's just a need to be heard and not be ignored even if you don't have anything to say. It's funny what you said about figuring it out because my T doesn't want me to figure it out. She wants me to FEEL. I've probably been trying to figure it out too much lately!

Can'tExplain: thank you. That post made me feel good! I hope you're right. I'm pretty sure my T will agree with you that she and I have a real relationship. But if she gives me her "but we're not friends" line, I'll want to die. I KNOW that but I don't want to hear it again.

wheeler: thank you. I just wanted to be heard and validated. You don't need to have great advice to post to me.