Yes, I'm in the same spot.... only my friends that entered college at the same time as me, they are already in Master's programs. and I have two years left....

It hurts when people say your fine, and you are not. I couldn't hide it anymore, and I ended up in the Behavioral Health Unit, twice in one semester, and within 2 months from each time in there. Life is hard, and then you add in a mental illness.... and that makes it worse, and much more harder.

That's when you tell people, that you are NOT fine, and keep telling them, until you can get the help you deserve.