Thanks.

I've known about/ had this fetish/ fantasy for about 10 years. There's nothing wrong with sexual fantasies/fetishes, I know that. I'm exploring these fetishes/fantasies for the first time. I also think there's a little cognitive dissonance involved: I buy diapers from the baby isle, yet I don't have a baby (but want one).

I'm fully aware of the price of children, and I'm willing to accept it.