I feel like I have no one to talk to.. it sucks me and my wife got married last October. But have had issues from the begging. She is 10 months sober tomorrow and I have 2 days clean. We have been through a lot together, so much that it is hard to tell if there is too much water under the bridge. My wife was always complaining about me not being intimate enough and not wanting her "that" way. I do I always have but sometimes in the past it was just such a hassle that I stooped trying and so did she. She told me tonight that she doesn't know if she wants to work things out and that she needs some space.. I am sleeping on the couch right now. I miss her and I miss what we were and I miss us being happy together. I have never done any thing to betray her trust and she has never fully cheated on me.. but she has talked to other women on more then one occassion. She tells me and has been telling me for a while that she is bored in this relationship. I never knew what to do so I never did any thing. So now I am trying to do things different and she wants to know why now? Why all of a sudden am I making an effort? I honestly don't know. It could be because I feel like I'm losing her but I have felt like that before.. so why now? Yesterday she *** all happy and was so ready for things to be different and we were both excited to move on in our lives and today she doesn't know what she wants.... we had a pretty good day today but I started a conversation aboutsomething I over heard her say on the phone to someone else. And it started off okay. Then now we are sleeping in separate rooms and all I want is to be by her side sleeping next to her.

Sorry to write so much burning have a lot to say and no one tonlisten.. it feels better to let it out tho... thank you to anyone for reading this...