someone who was like a sister to me ended our friendship six or so years ago. last night my dream went something like this:

something happened to end the friendship but im not sure what is how the dream starts.. i'm depressed and walking alone at the beach when i see kiki with another friend.. her new best friend.. i BEGGED her to take me back as a friend, but she refused. she told me that since i already wanted to jump off the cliff since we weren't friends that i should go ahead and do that. and her new best friend laughed at me.

needless to say i woke up depressed :- / i miss her so much right now and i feel pathetic for it. i mean it's been 6 years i should be over it!!!!! i shouldn't be dreaming about it