I can't take this! I will have to wait until the 15:th of June to get the results of the tests. I feel so small, like I was in front of a jury and facing the judge ready to hear the verdict.
The psychologist has given me a few hints of what she think is "wrong"... and I sure don't like it!
I don't wanna know the answer! It scares me soooo much! At the same time I want to know what's wrong with me. Not easy!

This is going to be one looooong wait!

I tried to write and comfort others here, this evening. Then suddenly I just started to cry, right out of the blue. I've been irritated against my family this afternoon and evening... doesn't feel good at all! I'm thinking, thinking, thinking... Feel so alone!
Isn't it enough to have OCD, social phobia and depression??? Do I have to have even more issues???!!!!!

I felt like a nutcase sitting there putting objects together, while she's clocking me... answering a lot of questions about words... different stories... looking at pictures... combine pictures in a certain order... and so on.....