Hi Lex you don't know me yet, but I feel compelled to reply to your query here. I feel so bad that you have no support system.. having everyone saying that it is all in your head is such a cruel thing to say to someone no matter what they are feeling...My heart is crying for you or with you. I am truly sorry that you feel so alone and that even your family has no compassion for your pain. I wish I could say more to you but I am unsure how to right now. I do understand what you are going through I just can't seem to gather my thoughts to convey my feelings fully to you.. Please take care and know that someone or several someones care about you and that you really aren't alone in this. Linda