Today I feel awful. I'm a total burden on my family...No job, I'm almost 20 years old, barely any social life...I don't help anyone. Today on the way to my doc, I just about drove off the road a couple of times. I know these feelings pass, but when they come, it's so horrible...The pain is unbearable...I can't even talk to my family about it.
On the upside, my doctor raised my medication dosage. We're going to see how it works out...I wish I didn't have to subject my family to this. Dammit, I can't even think straight...I need to lie down.