My doc says I show signifigant signs of agoraphobia. He said he will not make the determination on the spot because it has been 3 months since I've seen him and wants to see me in another few weeks before he feels comfortable saying for sure (I am just simplifying his long-winded words). He went ahead and took me off of Risperdal because it hasn't been helping, increased Lamictal to 225mg, and left Cymbalta at 120mg. We also talked about the possibility of an addiction program because I have no structure or support in my life. He suggested a few and I am looking in to them. I really want to give myself a shot and take advantage of the program, but I am terrified of going away for 120 days and being surrounded by people. I know, I know, I have to get over this and do it... it's damn hard!
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