Mate, it's a rollercoaster ride to who you are and what makes you tick.
I find Avoidance amazing, we're quite and harmless people so AvPD doesn't have the worlds attention, so when you sit down with your pysch and eventually open up you'll start to see that there is two sides to Avie.
Plus, for the psych to meet someone with AvPD seems to be quite exciting and challenging.
Warm regards.
Snap