I feel much the same way right now. I think the people already close to us can't always meet our needs for some reason or another, so we end up feeling horribly lonely. It also doesn't help when we're being buffeted by our emotions and fluctuating mental states - sometimes it feels like the whole world has rejected you. I am currently trying to make new friends in the attempt to give the people close to me a break ("You took two hours to text me - you don't love me! How can you say you're my friend??" -_-; ) and also to ease some of this suffering.

Do you think that would be of any help to you? When I get really depressed, I try to find something different and distracting to do. Sometimes it helps.