My heart goes out to you wholeheartedly... hmm does that make sense.. hmmm
Please don't allow an abuser to make you feel you deserve it NO ONE deserves to be abused, by anyone at anytime. I can not believe that you have done anything to ask for it that is just redundant..This person is only taking his faults and laying them on your doorstep, totally not right.. Sending a gentle hug your way and know that I am thinking of you Sabrina take care of you and see you later