Only reason you should go if you're a danger to yourself or others.

so in this forum i'm mentallyill, it's ok to hand out advice about keeping others alive.? why can't this apply to you? it would seem that last night what you posted put you in the category of those placing oneself in danger to yourself. so in this case you should go...

you see the value in someone else's life & predicament but not your own? really..why can not that advice apply to you?

i see you as a caring intelligent individual who has a medical condition..not a medical condition who has a person.

call someone. reach out in real life...being dead isn't going to solve things..well it ake that back. yes it will...but you are dead. not like you get to come back & relive things..no second chances. that's it. period. the reality of it sucks. sure the suffering is over but so is everything else..the joy, the sunlight, the chocolate, pizza, kids playing, puppies, what ever else brings you a shred of happiness. gone. poof.

you don't get to hover over your funeral & watch people mourn you & weep for months...you are gone. they will mourn & then move on & you won't, because you can't. you are dead.

i say this because i have been in that place...the gun misfired...there wasn't enough pills...yup..been there bought the t shirt. glad they didn't have it. i would have missed so much. depression sucks..yup. but life is better...my life ain't great but it is life...i love chocolate, pizza, beer, etc i would miss that..& my friends, dogs, being outside in the woods in the fall, smiling, laughing at stupid crap...alllt he stuff that makes me..me. dead i am just that...dead. my friends would (might) still talk about me..maybe..but they would have moved on..i would be but a memory...

so there is no hope for either of you? really...you are both young...i don't believe it. fight...fight back. find a dr that works with you..find the meds that work...giving up so young...thats a crime.

& really if that's what your choice is then follow your own words...Only reason you should go if you're a danger to yourself or others.