I wish it could really be okay when people didn't want us. I want you around, though.

Well, it's a shame if things do end up being exactly as you fear, because I'm sure you're well worth any turbulence. There are definitely a lot of people who are unequipped to deal with certain issues, however. I keep trying to tell myself that it's okay if people can't stand being around me and that I should understand if it's too hard. But some part of me still feels so bad.