I'm sorry things are hard now. Being sick makes everything 100 times worse. Try to rest and get better. Have you been to your GP about the ear infection and the asthma?

It's hard finding a pdoc. There don't seem to be enough of them around. The wait time for the first appointment is so long. And then to find one you like can be even harder. Maybe your therapist will have another suggestion when she gets back from vacation.