Oh, hasn't anyone diagnosed you out of those 7 people? What have you been told thus far?

I cannot really pinpoint for you what it could be, there are similar symptoms to different disorders and that wouldn't help you and would be wrong of me to send you hunting for information on something that you may not even have. And no one here can truely diagnose you, that is really up to a professional. Basically the members here have different diagnoses already and they find support when they discuss the difficulty of what ever it is they are struggling with.

I hope you will make the effort to get the right diagnosis from a professional, that really is what you need to do.

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