Hi,

I told you almost everything in my email. I'm sorry I keep repeating the TMI stuff. I know it doesn't bother you, though. I want you to know how I react to you. I can't help it, can I? I know that part is transference, being attracted to you depending on the way you look. I suppose it's the same as the way I'm attracted to anyone but I wish it didn't happen that way with you. It must be that teenage part because I don't respond to other women or even men that way anymore. I'm just curious. Why am I like this?

I'm better off doing EMDR and never looking at you! But then there's our connection that doesn't have that component to it. That's the healthy relationship and I like it! I don't know if the baby or child hurting is why I feel the way I do. I think my parts are all mixed up still!

rainbow