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Old Mar 07, 2012, 11:12 PM
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Dear T,
My courage and wanting to be open is starting to disappear...slowly. Why does this happen every time? I am all ready to share and then the day before t, I start to get nervous and intellectualize everything again. By t time tomorrow, I just know the anxiety will be back, I'll feel all jumpy and sick.... This makes me so angry...I want to be really open and yet the walls keep rebuilding themselves
Me.
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