We're listening, Xambgii. We hear you, please keep posting. Let us know how you feel about Open Eyes has said--that no one is there for you at home, to listen to you. Is that right?

Sometimes we just don't see the right therapists at first. Have you talked with more than one person? Would you think about talking with someone else?

How about a pdoc? Have you been given prescriptions by anyone--your family doctor or maybe a psychiatrist? Perhaps they could find some counseling help. What did you think of Callmebj's idea of your spending some time in a safe place, maybe a hospital? They could evaluate you very thoroughly and get you settled on medications that might be able to make a huge difference In how life is looking to you just now.

Or not. IDK. We can diagnose anything here--that's not what we're about. But we want to be here to support you.

So please keep posting. Let us know whether our responses are making any sense to you, okay.

Gentle hugs, Xambgii.

Roadie