TheSilentEmpath I think a lot like you. My mind is pretty tired at the moment, so I have been skimming through this thread, but I'll go back and read it in more deatail later. "The Stranger" is one of my favorite books which I happened to read in a college class. I felt like I related so much to that main character, besides the murder part heh. It has been a year or 2 since I read that book, but I am feeling the urge to reread it. I kept the book of course. Its been awhile since I took philosophy courses, but I remember liking the existentialist way of thinking.

I myself dont really see any point to my life either. Ive felt numb and hollow and like I am just surviving for years. I dont feel like I connect with people and most of the time I dont want to be around them. Im an introvert so people drain me after awhile .Yet, occasionally I wish to be around people, but I have isolated myself so that occasional yearning for some socializing usually goes unfulfilled. I have physical problems as well that will most likely prevent me from ever keeping a relationship going either. So its extremely likely that I will be on my own and alone for my entire life. So my life surely will be quite pointless. Ill just have to work,eat,sleep and survive for no real reason. I wont be too happy but perhaps I can just stay numb and survive for some reason.