I just wanted to give you a (((HUG)))

It does get better, you learn to live abnormally normal. You are so right on with the highs and lows...enjoy the highs and try to self soothe during the lows. You know that all to well with your other health problems I am sure. I am not very helpful I know, I just woke up and read this but keep posting and if you ever want to talk I am available to listen. See you around ok.