No kidding!!! I was in such a bad place when I went to this T that I was not in a position to really make a good choice....
and to tell you the truth, my Ts credentials seemed really great and robust and the office seemed professional....all very important, right? I mean, on some level, the whole thing is a kind of stab in the dark I guess.....which makes me a bit queasy for the future, but what are ya gonna do?

And I really need to get over this idea that I need to "rise to the challenge" of dealing with someone who really may be an a##hole at bottom (so to speak!).