yes that is correct Sannah. It's mostly nadija the 3yr old that upsets me because she sometimes doesn't listen but it's not all the time. It is mostly when she isn't feeling good and tired but she won't take a nap. Don't get my wrong I love her to pieces but I just can't handle them even the 9 month old Audrey gets my axiety and anger up. Starting in 7th grade we switched schools and that's when I started having no friends and being bullied and this lasted thru High school. I just can't handle being around out somewhere right now my anxiety is building because my mom and I are going shopping and I'm dreading it.