I know how you feel...I'm not on scholarships but I have grants and I've always had trouble with school. I know it's important and I need to do well, but somehow I always let it slip and then in the middle of it, I am failing some classes and don't know what to do. I guess it just takes dedication and motivation. Even when I don't feel motivated anymore I tell myself I have to do this, and it's going to be worth it. Keep your future in mind, imagine what it would be like w/o a college degree. Know that you are smart and are capable, you just have to do it. That's what I do frequently! Best of luck!