I am now convinced that there is not a medication that can help me. I have a wonderful T who is kind and concerned about her clients. I talk and talk and I never feel better for very long. I thought I was strong but I am really weak. I want some relief but I get none... I have a family that I don't deserve. They have done everything right in their lives. But I don't feel that I have helped them. I think that they were raised by some one else. It surley wasn't me . I am so depressed i can't stand myself. At this point i hate myself more than words can express. I am tired but can't sleep, I am eating everything in site. I know that is wrong but I can't stop myself. My diabetes is out of control it was 375 when I just checked it. I don't want to take my injection of insulin because it does not work....... I think I am just crazy now........Altheia