I feel horrible today. I don't want to say I'm suicidal, but I am close to it. I am not in any danger, but I feel horrible about myself, about everything. I have been getting worse as the day has gone on.

I'm current in the chat room, to get some support NOW, but waiting for someone to come in.

I have a headache and stomach ache.
I didn't get any work done today and came home early.
I hate myself and feel worthless.
I feel fat and hate the way I look, even though people tell me I look great and am considered normal in relative terms.
I feel like I have no friends, noone to talk to...I feel really alone
I feel like my life is a waste.
My b/f is taking my behavior personal, and that makes me feel even worse.
Everything seems so pointless...

Maybe I should just go to bed????