Oh my gosh! I just randomly remembered what I dreamed last night!
I was at the college I attended for a couple of semester, and I suddenly, like had no clue what the heck I was doing and I'm pretty sure I SI'd right there in public. And I ended up having to take time off school because I was apparently really badly ill. Well, next thing I know, I'm walking up to the office of one of my teachers (who was always really great and understanding about my tourette and everything) and told him I was back, but I'd be a little late for class because I had to see the on campus counselor and psych. Like, it was a mandatory thing that I was told in my dream I had to do if I went back. So, I go and I sit down with one of them and they ask me some really dumb questions. I don't remember what they were, but they were absolutely irrelevant to the situation. After they asked like 10 or so irrelevant questions, they told me that if I was coming back, I would have to have my regular psych give written and oral permission to them AND I would have to come back for further evaluation. I was like, what the heck? So, I took it as I couldn't come back yet. I was upset and it made me want to SI in my dream AGAIN! So, when I woke up, all I remembered was that I had SI'd in my dream and been triggered.
This is getting really stupid.
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