Yes, I'm posting again. I'm an adult, in my 40s, yet my parents still trigger me to the point of being suicidal. My mother called me today to check on me since I am on medical leave from my job - I am having to borrow money from her - a first for me ever. Otherwise, she would know nothing of what's going on. She's pressuring me to go back to work, find another job, etc. etc. Asking me every time she calls about work. And I don't want to even think about work at all. Intellectually, I understand the need to support myself, but I have been in no shape to work. Also, money is not an issue for my parents. I realize their money is not mine to take. However, I am so completely stressed out and her pushing me about working is making me severely depressed and I feel suicidal after every conversation with her. She and my father are unable to handle me like this and their behavior makes it much worse on me. This drives me to want to SI. I hate needing their money right now.