**********Big time Trigger alert **********************Please be safe****



I haven't seen a lot of this here or anything much written online about this and it makes me wonder if any others here have had this experience or if anyone has heard of this? (that wasn't written very well at all)

I grew up with a father who was overly obsessed with our bowel habits. He needed to know everything about it. If he wasn't satisfied, we'd get an enema. He was always very angry while this was going on like I had done something wrong. We weren't allowed to lock the bathroom doors or have any privacy. The bathrooms were set up so that he had full view of them wherever he was in the house. There was no way you could sneak in there without him knowing. I was 18 the last time he wanted to give me an enema. I was leaving for college the next morning. I looked at him and said, "no." I had just gotten out of the hospital for anorexia. Still stuns me to this day.